I have been made so keenly aware of my limitation.

I have come face to face with my weakness, my fragility, my smallness.

 I have seen myself in light of our great God and I do not compare.

Although I am made in His image, on my own what am I,

But the mere dust I was formed from and will return to.

I have been humbled in my journey with the Lord.

No longer am I under the illusion that I myself am great by any means.

I discovered that at the core of who I am,

Is just a girl- a girl who wants to love and be loved.

Anything more, in my flesh is too much to bear.

Without God, where would I be?

Who would I be?

How would I have made it this far?

I used to view my ineptitude as a way to count myself out.

God has shown me, when I come face to face with who I am not

He can show me who I really am through Him.

I am nothing without God, but everything with God

Because He is all and He exists within me.

God has taught me throughout this journey the futility in relying on my own strength,

But to rely on His.

This is how I will break through the glass ceilings, prison walls, cages, chains and restraints the world has created for man.

Who knew that it is through loss and exposure of your own frailty,

The very things that you fear the most,

That you find the one to become one with to overcome the entire world.

I am no longer at risk of believing that I can do anything alone.

I am so weak.

My rope is only but so long, and I get to the end of it quite easily.

Come to find out this is exactly where God wants me.

This is where as my Father, He gets to roll up His sleeves, take over and reveal the version of me that is

Strong,

Unstoppable,

Bold,

Courageous,

Fearless,

Tenacious

Through Him. This is where people no longer see me. They see Him.

I have tried to count myself out

But God shows me that in all the ways I am trying to count myself out

Are the exact things that make me the best choice for His glory to be revealed through.

Turns out, my weakness makes me a hot commodity in God’s eyes.

So, I embrace it. I rejoice in it.

Because when I am weak,

There is such an opportunity for me to cling to my Father

And for Him to do His best work in and through me.

Holy Spirit,

I want to be everything that you fall short in. I want to take you to places you could never go on your own. Will you trust Me to take you to places you never knew existed? Will you take Me at my word, that you can do all things through Me? Be my living example here on earth that one can do ALL things through Me. Be my word on display. Let Me be displayed through you. Become my message to the world that nothing is too hard for Me.; that, what is impossible with man is possible for God. Allow me to do a great work in you so that you can transcend the limits of man and soar on my very wings. You have exhausted what man can do several times over. Let me show what I can do through you. Im only asking for a chance to answer your prayer to go away with me. Jennifer, its time. Come away with Me. Leave all that you have ever known and journey with Me into the unknown. I promise you, you will not regret it. It’s bigger and better than what you could ever imagine. I am asking you for much. This I know. You have given all and yet I ask for more. Imagine why? What am I making space for? What am I going to give you? What will you become? Infinitely more. You can trust me Jennifer. Let us go away together. Me and you and no other. The you that goes with me will not return. The version of you that will exists…come away with me, find her.